Wednesday 30 April 2008

I found out the other day that my football team can still win the league depending on a few other results. I am praying everything goes our way.

Liverpool vs Chelsea tonight. Should be a great game. I am hoping Liverpool to win, but its going to be tough, and if they do win i don't know who i want to win in the final. I think Man U deserve to win it but....Liverpool was the first club i supported and kindov still do.

Saturday 19 April 2008

improving.

Things have been getting better this week. I'm not sure what it is but i feel more relaxed for some reason. I have been playing my guitar everyday, and i have been working on some lyrics. So far i have a chorus and i really like how it is sounding.

I played football this morning and got man of the match! This has made me so happy because i have been struggling recently playing outfeild. i feel that i now know how to expoit my qualities on the pitch and we have a semi final game on tuesday and i cannot wait to play.

However i still havn't been paid from work after 4 weeks and i'm supposed to be paid weekly. So i may soon have to find myself a new job after they have failed to pay me for 48 hours work.....well they tried to pay me £36 which aint right.

peace. x

Monday 14 April 2008

First Blog and general stuff

OK so this is my first blog, i figured a lot of people do it and i normally have spare time so why not share my life with the world! Because i am a newby to the 'Blogging' world any tips and hints on how i can improve please tell me.

So....life at the moment really could be better. I am currently doing my gap year at All Saints church which mainly foccuses on youth work. I am doing my gap year with Meaghan Kimsey and we have a great laugh together, however this gap year has proved to be interesting, challenging and if i may....not what i wanted. As much as i enjoy hanging out doing my youth worky stuff, every day feels like a chore. I am generally down a lot of the time (even if i don't appear to be showing it) and feel de-motivated. I think the main reason is....i was told i would be doing a lot of things on the gap year which really appealed to me, but i have either not been included in those things or they havn't happened, which has really really annoyed me. The other reason is...i am stuck in the same area. Gap years i feel are a time to take a break from education, go out experience the world and meet new people. I appear to have done non of those hence why i'm not too happy. I do however try to look at the benefits of what i am doing. Youth work has grown massivly in the church and i am sure by the time my gap year finishes i will have learnt a lot about how to cope with my personal life.

I am enjoying two weeks off at the moment which has been good just to relax and not have to worry about anything. I have been hanging out with mates and its been great. I spoke to a good friend of mine the other day and asked how my song writting was going. For anyone who didnt know....i write songs. Anywho it suddenly struck me that for the past 5 months or so i have completely 'out of it' with my own music time, so i feel for my next week off i am going to try and write a few songs. I think this time they will relate more to my personal life rather than foccusing on christianity. Is this good or bad?